If your given a million dollars, how would you spend it?

if this miracle would ever really happen i would take care of my 78 year old mother 1st,she had to give up her home,life,freedom,everything,even most at least well over her ss,ihad to go on ssi/disability when i was around 36years old,i was about 90%disabled with arthritis,it took the drs about alittle over a year to find out what kind i had and the right meds to help conrol my diease,they finally did,but it reallychanged my life and lifestyle,but about 11years i was rearened and did over $4,000 to my 91jeep,ive been on over 14different meds since because of my tolerance has just gotten so bad,around 8years agomy back dr was trying to treat me,for chronic backpain,sleepapnea,and afew other things at the same time,also my mom was 70 at that time only on ss,having to go through a divorce with my stepdad,who i must say put her through total mind,and verbal abuse,he was a chronic lierand a alcoholic,plus right around 2000 we found out that my big brother and bestfriend had cancer,we was losing him,then before my moms divorce got started,she had to come up with the moneymy stepdad had a majorheartattack,to show you the goodness in my moms heart,she nursed him back to health,she could of stuck him in a nursing home for over 30 years,i seen alot go on in those places,and i guess she wouldnt do that to anybody,about 2weeks later he had anotherheartattack,this time they had to put a pacemaker in,so here she is taking care of him,only getting to see my brother hardly ever,i was watching my mom ,the stenght and faith and heart pour out of her,the drs told my stepdad he was doing great,before he smoked and drank like a sailor,they told him if he got back into his bad habits arter this,it would kill him,once he was back on his feet,he started dringing,smoking twice as bad,my brother who had cancer,gave her the money for the divorce,she hadnt had acar for over 2years because my stepdad knew my mom couldnt find him or check up on him,so for mothers day,he pulled up in a 99 chevy lumina,with a big red ribbon,you see when the man upstairs made the mold for her he broke it,my family would hurt someone when it came to mt mother!he also gave ger $600.00 amonth so my mom could keep there new manufacteredhome plus he told his wife that when he pasted he wanted her to continue giving that to her out of his pension,me and my other older brother tried to tell him that he definatly needed to have that put in his will.his wife was my fried for about 10 years before my brother married her,she was very well to do,she was a off broadway actress from newyork,she moved here her father was a dr,who past quite a while before her mother,then her mom passed so she came to indy to settled up the estate,so she decided to stay here,she was adopted,and her mom made mommy dearest look like the mother of the year,she said she was abused alot,and always had to be perfect,speak when spoken to,plus she was only a year younger than my mom,she had always been jealous of the love we all had for my mom,the sicker my big brother was getting,the less we was able to see him,my mom came in to stay with me so she could spend as much time with her son,she saw him 1 time,wewas all falling apart,we had to go withmy sister inlaws appointment book when she had aopening to see him.before by brother was told us he was dying,i use to have to take up for her alot,because she was differnt than most,she wasnt use to big familys,and at hoildays(which my mom loved to have the family all together to celebrate, we all loved them)but its all different now.but when i started seeing the cruelness in my sisterinlaw,i stopped taking up for her,i grapped her by the throt in my brothers hospital room because she told my mom to leave,she had been there long enough,i pulled her out side of the room and told her, if she ever said anything like that to my mother again that we would be going to 2 funerals,so needless to say it ripped all of our hearts out,but they brought my brother back home because he wanted to be around his 2 dogs and where he was comfortable,my mom was with him when he passed,i was there by 5 minutes to late.about 2months before my brother passedon sept,22,2002 i started getting real sick,i started getting confused when i would try to concetrate on something,then i would start studering, then as time went i started falling,then seizures and up to 3to4 day comas would come,my eyes would be open but i didnt know nobody was around me,or i couldnt communicate with anyone either,i proberly had up to 10 to 15 hospital stays,my mom moved in after my 1st one,she would have to do everthing,i was told when i was home because after one of these i still would be bedridden,confused and could fall,i was told she had a chair next to my bed where she would take care of me,crying,and praying,she couldnt loose another child,i dont think she would of made it either,she had and has highbloodpressure,and arthritis of her spine,so i know mentally and physicly this all had to be killing her,the drs ran so many test on me,she would have to hurry a dress me and call a ambulance everytime to come and get me, she started regonizing the signs that it was time to get me to the hospital,finally after such along time,my mom started noticing that about a hour after i took my medicines the symtoms started to start,so she took all my drugs down to the drugstore,out of 14 drugs only 1 of them didnt cause droweness,confusens,comas,falling,so she took me off all the drugs my backdr had me on,after about 2or3 weeksi was getting better,she called my nuerologist and made a appt.she told him everthing they ran more test on me and keeped aclose eye on me,on aprilfools day we was told my mom proberly saved my life,that my body coudnt take to much more that if i was to of went into another coma i might not of came out,with her moving in and caring for me saved me also from losing my house,being on ssi/disability i make only $698.00 amonth,and with all of us not getting a cost of living raisein the last 2 years plus not next year either,its been rough,iam ashamed because i have to depend on medicaid also,but with all my health problems i dont know what i would do!i want for my mom to be able to live like shes never known she could live,i want to buy her her dream house were someone comes in 2or3times aweek and clean for us,i want to buy her a different car since hers is starting to run downshe wants all of us to move to central florada and all of us to start anew life,my father use to help me out finaically,he would give me around$650.00 to $700.00so with my little bit i could keep my house,but back in march of oct of 2009 he had a stomachache 2 days later i had to talk with my sister and brother about taking him off lifesupport,he had always told us,if this situation ever came up,and we was told ther was no hope,he didnt want to be left on lifesupport,at 3:00that day,21st which still today,even though i know these was his wishes i had to tell them to take my dad off his lifesuppot,his hand went limp in minei hope he knew that!my mom has a granddaughter and 3 small greatkids down there,she wants to move to this small town 40miles south of orlando,she wants to see and hear the running of small feet,easteregg hunts,b-day partys and these kids who doesnt have aliving greatgrandma to be all over her,ilove my home,but i love my mom more,i owe her my live and the 8years shes gave up for me,i want her to have and never want for anything ever again,my father died at 80,my moms78,it scares the hell out of me,my health is finally getting, better,we both said when this time came,along time waiting,we would put my house up forsale,try and save enogh money up so we can go down to florida,and maybe find a banklein or bankowned home down there just like she wants!sorry this is solong, but you had to know it all,because if anything also happens to mom,i will loose everything,mostly if were still here in indy,i wont beable to afford everthing,so i guess it will help my whole family start afresh life, and to a ministry for everything,and the miracles! thankyou